a wraith smile and a washed out
room fate so breathe now
your fairy tale skin
is finally bathed
in the diluted
crimson of a
soporific sheets draped over a mausoleum mattress
no nightmares encased in marble just
sanitary, sealed, silent
ersatz peace preserved for
no one is present
in the operating theater
of absentee design
(state funded art and sewing class for surgeons)
just a sole savage mind
encased in marble with a
soporific silicone mask
silent, sealed, sanitary
so stolen steel eyes
‘Never real and always true’ — Antonin Artaud
I’m in the process of researching for an academic essay. My faithful followers, who have undoubtedly forgotten me in my absence should be on the lookout for further ranting and raving by yours truly to gain hints at the content of the essay.
All I can say is that it is the result of a near shamanistic epiphany thanks to my current reading materials. It’s like climbing on the roof of a house or building for the first time as a child - when you come down, nothing is ever the same.
that is all.
i’m back motherfuckers
2013 is the old raping the new.
…but a lot of insane things have happened and are continuing to happen in my life.
And I’m really fucking lonely.
I think that the NRA should start putting out porn as propaganda for three reasons. One, it will absolutely reach its target audience of sexually frustrated, small dicked men who buy up guns and ammo like it was Viagra. Two, Ted Nugent could direct. And three, when the guy finally comes into the scene, he could deliver such amazing lines as, “Do you like my M-16? it comes loaded with armor piercing bullets.” Or, “Are you ready for my buckshot?” Or even, “You stupid fucking whore get back in the kitchen!” Now I’m not saying that all gun owners are misogynistic, I’m just saying that in this particular genre of porn, with this particular audience, you’re going to get a lot of positive responses from that last line.
A painting I recently completed